Camelon87

My Story

I have been married 3 times. After my last divorce 7 years ago I've had no desire to meet any other men. Many times in my life I have been attracted to a female and a few times many years ago I had some experiences with females that I enjoyed very much. However I've never gone "all the way". I'm very shy (until I get to know someone). In 2006 I had a hysterectomy and after having had never been heavy in my life, I am now, which bothers me immensely. It has eroded my self esteem. I know with a supportive partner I would lose the weight. I would like to meet someone who is patient, understands that I'm serious about this (exploring a potential relationship) and is honest, real and would be willing to be a friend that evolves into more. Lately I have been around a lady (very happy for years with her partner) who I am so comfortable with. I am not attracted to her, but unlike when I was younger I have the confidence to finally be true to myself and expl