SeriouslyCurious

My Story

I am the mother of 3 (who works from home), with a loving fiance (male), however I have always known something was missing and have, in recent years, found myself very attracted to several women I have known. However, I have never ventured outside of my relationship with my very loving fiance.
I am looking for a friend I can build a lasting relationship with, but it will never be fully committed, because I will never leave my fiance. We are both in agreement that I should have a best female friend who I can have a romantic relationship with though. This may include him at times, so you need to be comfortable with that as well. The reason for that is because he loves me, and he loves to see me happy and pleased with life and relationships and I would love to also be able to show him why I care for someone, who is not him, so much. No, I am not looking for a casual hook up so my fiance can have some twisted woman on woman fantasy, but a long and lasting, loving friendship.